Friday, June 20

I cant wait for next Saturday! I'm going to Dehua's restaurant for dinner with Xavior. I havent seen him for so long. Cant wait.

I realised that anyone close to me are all guys.

Chris couldnt go to the restaurant with me. He didnt even try to make a few hours available for me. The more freedom I give him, the more he takes advantage of it.

MEN.

Sigh. I guess he just wants to get his condo, car, credit card and cash asap. Am I being a little too unsupportive of what he wants? But I guess he only wants one thing. And it has to be that one thing I find it hard to give!! Conditional love, unconditional love. Is it supposed to be this hard.

But well. I guess his good points still trump his bad. He can be great at times.

Groan. Another day.

michi ]|[ 13:50